What do you do when the one you want doesn't want you back?
Look at me.
See me.
Want me.
Please?
I want you but I don't know what to do about it.
The unassuming one.
The one that is always there.
The one I wish I had the guts to tell you how I feel.
The one I want to spend more time with but afraid to ask.
Then you might know what I am thinking and what I want.
If you don't feel the same way I would be crushed.
What do I do now?
Saturday, January 26
Sunday, January 6
Happy New Year!!
I just wanted to say HAPPY NEW YEAR!! To everyone and apologize ahead of time for the anti-social me that is about to come out. All of you know that this is so not me and that I need my outlet and I may every once in a while call you up and see if you want to do dinner but that is about as adventurous as I get to be until this is all over. Why you ask. Well because even if I behave and just get to bed late I am wiped the next day. I need to have all the energy possible to get this over with. I have one goal for the next two months and that is hitting these bar books soo hard that there is NO WAY I am not going to pass. (To those of you that took this you know what I am talking about) I am looking at the last time as a practice round and I came close and I am taking that to mean that if I just focus these next few weeks I will succeed this time. I am asking all of my friends and family for some understanding over the next 7 weeks or so.
I really wish that I could spend time seeing you all and blowing off some steam but right now I need to keep my eye on the prize and get this over with once and for all. If I tell you that I can't do something it is only because right now I have to put my life on hold and truly eat, sleep, and breathe the law right now it is the only way I am going to cram enough information into my head to be able to show the MA Board of Bar Examiners that I should totally get my law license. I will back with avengence in March I promise and when these results come out I promise I will be partying like some of you have never seen and others have not seen in quite a while.
I hope that you had a fantastic New Year and feel free to E-mail and call when you can. Just understand why I probably won't be able to see you for a bit.
I really wish that I could spend time seeing you all and blowing off some steam but right now I need to keep my eye on the prize and get this over with once and for all. If I tell you that I can't do something it is only because right now I have to put my life on hold and truly eat, sleep, and breathe the law right now it is the only way I am going to cram enough information into my head to be able to show the MA Board of Bar Examiners that I should totally get my law license. I will back with avengence in March I promise and when these results come out I promise I will be partying like some of you have never seen and others have not seen in quite a while.
I hope that you had a fantastic New Year and feel free to E-mail and call when you can. Just understand why I probably won't be able to see you for a bit.
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